COD - The Magician

So I haven't posted in a few days - I read somewhere "If you don't want to know the answer then don't ask the question" and that is how I have been feeling. So today I was riding in the car and thinking about moving and what a huge task it is. I was also thinking that sometimes the only thing that changes is your place - if you don't change or move on then the move was only physical - not mental or spiritual. I am doing a lot of soul searching as well as cleaning out of the junk that has accumulated over the years. I have come to the conclusion that your possessions weigh you down. If and when I move to a new place I want to have a clean start, I want to live in the moment, I want to see with fresh eyes - I want it to be a rebirth of sorts.

I just asked for general guidance today and drew The Magician from the Shadowscapes Tarot. My feeling on this card is a lot of what I have been think and feeling. I have to make the magic happen. I have to take what will be new and put my stamp on it and make it my own. I have to see the beauty around me and create even more. I also have to find peace with my decision and I think this will be the hardest thing for me to do. My move will be a step forward on my life journey and should be embraced and welcomed. My new space is a clean slate to decorate as I choose. I should be feeling excitement not stress - I want to live in the moment.